The risk I'm not willing to make
The breathe I've been waiting to take
The dream I've been dying to live
The sacrifice I just can't give
The words I need to say
And the price I can't pay
How are you all I need right now, all I've wanted, but everything I can't have?
I thought I was level headed and had more resolve than this, but I still let you hold me, I still spend my days talking to you constantly... I laugh with you and cry for you. It makes me sadder than I ever thought I'd be because it feels like you're mine but you aren't, you can't be. But I wish you were... I hate this situation.
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=a4_woZ-LUvM Exactly how I feel right now... without the happiness of it.
