I miss the Peyton Sawyer days of One Tree Hill. While she was there I watched every episode. And there was such a harsh, beautiful, poetic nature about her character.
But anyways, it's not so much P.Sawyer I care about, it's more her message. Yes, people do always LIE. I mean, she's more famous for saying 'people always leave' so much more but still.
I keep wondering why there isn't anyone in my life who wouldn't mind being HONEST with me. And I think that's pretty hard. Promising not to lie to a person is different and easier than promising to always tell them the truth. Cause it's called fucking OMISSION. And people, they fucking love it. Of course, that doesn't hurt as much as FABRICATION. When someone lies to my face about stupid shit cause they think I'm just dumb, or gullible- that hurts more. You'd be surprised how many people do it. And then there is stretching the truth, and bullshit, and white lies. So many types of ways to slap people in the face.
Your family does it, your friends do it, your boyfriend does it. Fuck, your dog probably does it too. The government does it, your teachers do it- corporations, countries, children, panhandlers, saints, ghosts, girl scouts, enemies, loved ones.
In front of your face and behind your back. Everyone, just everyone. And with all these people lying to me? Well, I'm just about done. Aren't you?
