Burn

Hatred, anger, cold, heat, sadness, loneliness- all burn

So does strength.

Having the power to stand strong and hold your head high is like a burning sensation, like the force of overcoming adversity. Maybe like lifting weights or pushing through a hard workout. Bare with the analogy.

But at some point, you need to feel something different. You need to say it all ends here. I deserve better.
I won't do this is to myself.
Wonder aimlessly around looking for the answers, what's the point when you already know what you should do? When you're shaking, because you know it's wrong. Because you can feel it's about to hurt.
Why?
Are you lost, or getting lost?
You have to make decisions for yourself... know when to cut the strings that tie you to what you want to run from.

Here's the thing. Let's be brutually honestly here. No poetic shit.
When he holds onto you, but lets go at the sound of someone who can witness the scene... when he wants no one to know... when he says it your choice... but tries to make you think coming over would be a great idea... When he tells you to come over and you do, but he doesn't seem to be there anymore... He's fucking playing you princess. You ain't getting nothing here.
Don't make the same mistake twice, simply hoping that this time, it won't be a mistake.

Make the mistakes, look back and know you should change them, but know you'd do it all again because those moments brought you to now. Life isn't perfect. It's not about being fearless either. You can be scared and worried, but take chances. Go on a whim when you're not sure. Trust your gut when you do. Live fully... with a whole heart.