Errmmm

You know that feeling
Like if someone asks you how you feel
You wouldn't know what to say...
You put a song on repeat
And start to think...
Before you know it, you're smiling
Or maybe you're crying

It's like having your voice caught in your throat
When someone is saying something really important to you
And you want to say something back so desperately
But you can't
You're practically screaming
Only... there's no noise

But that's the feeling
But not really
It's just how you get there
It's not being able to feel anything one moment
And then feeling it the next

It pops up on you
And you're surprised by it...
It's the guilt you feel years later when you realize you're wrong
It's the happiness that results from mundane but nostalgic memories
It's the day you wake up and have to cry without reason
It's the smile on your face that you can't explain